I'm not meant to bow down to anyone. Not my master nor God.

You might disrespect me slightly for doing this.

Hindus how to their masters something like this... and so i did.. and man was i fucked

He gave me the absolute worst phase of my life.

The worst thing a human can believe or imagine for himself.

I'll spare the detail.

But i did use to sleep next to my mother in fear during that phase.

And did ask her for adult diapers... Because they can control my bowels and as a bit if extra salt told me you'll shir yourself at work. 

I did manage to drive to work every day. I guess

He ended it as soon as i started to get cocky.

The phrase i said that ended it was...

"Just remember me yeah?" In a slightly brave tone.

Later... Very much later he explained... Don't humiliate yourself again. and I said... Man... I deserved it.. thanks for the lesson... You got me good.