I concluded this drawing with this phrase... I was high on ecstasy drawing and writing...
"Probability
Physics
Subjective experience
Everything is a flip of a coin
(Meaning everything is probability)
Then
Physics does not give a fuck about probability
Subjective experience does not give a fuck about physics"
I should have said "can override" instead of does not give a fuck because it does give a fuck.
Anyway this drawing is the theory of life taken from many traditions and sciences.
Starting from the bottom you have a tail... We'll get to the tail it has two ends... On one end you have the entirety of life branching out, on the other there is nothing. Something and nothing go together.
A tail at the bottom rooted in a horizontal line which is the ground, a fish tail because life started in the ocean. Evolution says Then it evolves going up into amphibian, reptile with the thorns on the back of the neck then mammal with the cow's mouth then human with that beautiful painful eye. And bird is another branch of life completely represented by the shape of the hair... Thats the mess that we are.
Happy to be here